The Story Behind ICANTFINDMIKEY and Psychedelic Research & Development

The Story Behind ICANTFINDMIKEY and Psychedelic Research & Development

A Journey Through Creative Clothing, Streetwear, and Self-Discovery

In 2012, everything changed. I was a sophomore in college when I had my first psychedelic experience — one that shifted how I saw the world forever. Suddenly, design, creativity, and freedom became my obsession. I’d spend nights on my friend’s couch, scrolling Tumblr, sketching, and dreaming. That’s when the idea for my first independent streetwear brand was born: Young Kings & Queens.

I dropped out of college to pursue that dream full-time. From day one, I handled everything myself — designing custom hoodies, screen printing t-shirts, building the website, managing orders, and shooting product photos. I dove deep into learning about apparel printing techniques, fabric quality, and the business side of fashion. Every item was made to order, created in-house, and full of heart.

But eventually, I hit a wall. The orders outgrew my capacity, and I realized I needed to evolve. I paused to find real manufacturing partners and improve product quality. I wanted to build something better — something that felt as good as it looked.

The Evolution of an Artist-Owned Brand

In stepping back, I noticed something: I felt creatively boxed in. I had built a brand identity that started to limit what I could make. I needed a new outlet — so I picked up a camera and became Shootmikey.

Through photography, I found a new kind of expression. But I didn’t want to be locked into being seen as just a photographer. That hunger for creative freedom kept knocking.

Next came Closure Co., another fresh chapter with its own style and aesthetic. It sparked something in me again… but it wasn’t long before I felt confined by another brand identity. Another box.

Breaking the Mold with ICANTFINDMIKEY

I finally realized: I don’t want to be put in a box.
I just want to create freely — whether that’s streetwear, photography, music, or art.

That’s when ICANTFINDMIKEY was born.

This isn’t just a brand — it’s an open-ended creative platform. A home for limited edition clothing drops, premium artist-designed hoodies, experimental garment printing, and anything else I feel called to make.

With ICANTFINDMIKEY, quality is everything. I’ve moved beyond generic blanks. No more basic tees. I’m crafting clothing that feels like your favorite piece — the hoodie your girlfriend steals, the t-shirt you wear until it fades perfectly.

Every design, fabric choice, and texture is carefully considered. I combine original photography, bold graphics, and innovative printing methods to create something unique, wearable, and lasting.

More Than Fashion — A Creative Lifestyle

ICANTFINDMIKEY is about more than just clothes. It’s about expressing who you are — whether you’re on a trip, chasing a dream, or just living life on your own terms.

That’s the soul of Psychedelic Research & Development — not a lab, but a vibe. A creative concept that lets me explore ideas freely, without rules or pressure. Some drops might be clothing. Others might be prints, music, or a completely new direction.

And that’s the beauty of it. Nothing lasts forever. Things evolve.
Don't get too attached.

Join the Journey

If you’re looking for high-quality streetwear, creative fashion made by artists, or just want something different than the same cookie-cutter drops — welcome. You're in the right place.

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"And that’s the beauty of it. Nothing lasts forever. Things evolve.
Don't get too attached."

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